Our Matilda Mae

Tomorrow will be 7 weeks since the night we found you sleeping.

So much has happened.

So little time has passed.

I am thinking about you all the time.

Missing you in everything that I see and do.

I see you everywhere.

I hear you all the time.

I have to stop and tell myself.

There is no way it can be you.

You are not here with us any more.

I will never see you or hear you again.

That lovely little giggle.

That great big beaming smile.

That clumsy almost crawl.

Those chubby arms and chunky thighs.

Delicate fingers and ticklish toes.

I miss you so much.

I miss every bit of you so so much.

I feel empty and alone without you.

We all do.

We miss our Matilda Mae.

Our beautiful baby Matilda Mae.

9 thoughts on “Our Matilda Mae

  1. I can’t believe it’s 7 weeks. Seems like so long ago but no time at all too. She is so SO beautiful. Been thinking about her (and you) lots today as I’ve watched the snow falling. Snow angels tomorrow, for sure xx

  2. Thinking of you all, as I do so often, even though I have never written any comments before. Such a beautiful little baby girl. xxxxxx

  3. I was thinking today that will be 7 weeks. .. and I am still catching myself and thinking that I cannot believe it is true. Still. As ever, I will be thinking of you. Wishing you all the love in the world xxxxx

  4. I’m struggling to find the words, just want you to know we’re still here reading and thinking of you all. Although I never had the chance to meet her I’m picturing Matilda Mare having fun today playing among the swirling snowflakes above us all xx

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