In today’s Dressing A Boy feature I am very honoured to talk to you about one of my favourite places to shop for boys and for girls, Daisy Chain Baby. This is the online shop that first introduced me to … Continue reading
Esther: Why do you have tears? Mummy: Because I am sad Esther: Why are you sad? Mummy: I don’t know really Esther: Why are you sad? Because we were silly? Mummy: A bit because you and William have been so … Continue reading
Each Monday over the summer season I am going to be writing about a minibeast themed activity and trying to include fine and gross motor skills within the focus of the piece. This week I want to share with you … Continue reading
Today I saw our Rainbow Bouncing around a screen A button nose A chubby tum A flashing heartbeat to be seen It made me think Of what I wish For when our Rainbow appears I cannot wait to hold our … Continue reading
There is nothing I can do today
Nothing I can say
To ease the pain that’s in your heart
Because our daughter was stolen away
There is nothing I can say today
Nothing I can do
I wish I had the power
To make our baby dying be untrue
There is so much I want to say
So many things to tell you
About the amazing man you are
How I could never be without you
I am sorry Tilda is not here today
Her chubby limbs
Her cheeky grin
I am sorry nothing can feel right today
That you are hurting so much within
I hope it helps to know we love you
Are in awe of all you say and do
Your strength courage and bravery
For helping us make it through
These last few years have not been easy
We have shared our darkest days
You always manage to stay strong for us all
I admire you, am constantly amazed
And I am proud that you are mine
I am proud of what we are
I am proud of us as a family
That we have come so far
And I know you are the heart of us
You keep us breathing, keep us strong
I want you to know that I love you
And will do my whole life long
It may sound corny to others
You may not believe it is true
But you are my hero, my inspiration
No one and nothing compares to you
I am sorry we don’t have Tilda
I am sorry she had to die
I am sorry days that should be happy days
Make us want to hide away and cry
I am sorry I am rubbish
That I find it so hard to just be
Thank you for holding us together
For putting up with me
It breaks my heart
I cannot do
The one thing that we need
To bring our baby daughter back
So our two children can again be three
And soon we welcome baby four
Our daughter number three
A time that will be hard for all of us
But also a time we might be happy
It hurts so much without Tilda here
Seeing all she will never see
Our family will always be missing
All the things that she should be
Snow Angel
And we will always be missing
The things she should have given to us
Her warmth, her humour, her cheeky smile
A life full of laughter and love
You are a wonderful husband
A remarkable father too
We all honour and respect all that you are
And with all that we are we adore you
Today and every single day
We honour, respect and adore you
We adore you x
In little more than a week Brit Mums Live will be over for another year I cannot believe it has been a year since the last one Or even the one before This year Brit Mums Live for me is … Continue reading
This week the weather has been wonderful We have been outside every day You can tell we have had fun as our garden is strewn With various tools and accessories for messy play I hope that the summer stays sunny … Continue reading
Today I am 32 weeks pregnant My house is beginning to look like a house That is expecting a baby Everything is thus far still in it’s packaging But having baby things in the house is progress Good progress for … Continue reading
Last summer both Esther and William were lucky enough to be sent A summer outfit from Lilly and Sid Looking back on these reviews now I cannot believe how much the twins have changed Often when out and about Also … Continue reading
First of all I realise that today is Tuesday But this is what we did yesterday For our very first Minibeast Monday This is going to be a weekly feature At home and on the blog Throughout the summer Exploring … Continue reading