You may notice that I have been A little quiet of late I am contemplating a return to the classroom More than that I am trying very hard to get a particular job In a particular school I am so … Continue reading →

Esther is nearly five She likes many things But there is nothing that she really loves She quite likes ponies She likes unicorns She quite likes fairies And has just discovered Disney She likes small world play And making things … Continue reading →

Esther My first born My eldest daughter Eldest of three Esther So beautiful So thoughtful So sensitive Frail Esther So creative So imaginative So curious So eager to please Esther Sensitive to sounds Mummy shouting Bea crying William rambling On … Continue reading →

My heart is breaking tonight On the eve of the anniversary Of gorgeous boy Georgie’s passing On the eve of the day That Bea will turn 11 months old Bea walked today Just a few steps I was so excited … Continue reading →

If you are anything like me Your washing machine is always full Load after load after load I often have to rewash the wash As it has sat so long in the machine Sometimes I have to rewash the wash … Continue reading →

Over the last few days I have been offering Bea some formula in a cup She looks at me as if I am crazy She drinks water Through a straw From a sippy cup From plant pots But she will … Continue reading →

If Matilda had been a twin With a twin brother I always dreamed they would be Tilly and Teddy This Charity Chat is the most emotional for me Teddy’s Wish A small charity fighting for answers About baby loss and … Continue reading →