I cannot believe that Baby Bea will soon be 11 months old I have fed her on demand from the day she was born I think that soon our breastfeeding journey will come to an end Though she is showing … Continue reading →

David and I have always wanted four children We have four now But only three in our home We would very much like a fifth baby A fourth pregnancy My first pregnancy with Esther and William ended traumatically My second … Continue reading →

David only had one Fathers’ Day with Tilda She was less than two months old We miss our daughter every day But on special days Important occasions We feel her absence even more As our extended family comes together It … Continue reading →

One thing that I have never been good with is money So much so that I now have none at all I am almost 39 years old I have no savings No property No assets at all That is partly … Continue reading →

In the blogging sphere It is awards season I am lucky to have been a finalist In two sets of blogging awards For five years now I have even won an award A very special award In memory of Matilda … Continue reading →

Come with me We are going on a journey We are off on an adventure To a secret land of play Come with me We are going on a steam train Travelling on the narrow gauge To a place hidden … Continue reading →

My blog means the world to me It is a virtual memory box Where I store momentos of our family life And photos Hundreds upon hundreds of photos I am so grateful for my photos Especially those of Baby Tilda … Continue reading →

The Lullaby Trust have walked beside me since Tilda died Along with Count The Kicks They have virtually held my hand As they do for all families like mine For all families who have suddenly and unexpectedly lost a baby … Continue reading →

I do not just see two sisters bonding I see the space where you should be Love. The world is so full of love. Love fills the sky. Love is spread all over the ground. Music is love in the … Continue reading →

At the end of May 2015 We were invited to Legoland To experience the new Heartlake City area This is based on Lego Friends Which is very pink and purple And very much aimed at girls Esther and William Being … Continue reading →