It is November 2016 I have been blogging for over 6 years I am feeling a little at a loss As to what my blog is about It has become random ramblings Perhaps that is what it has always been … Continue reading →

All around the world Babies are born early Too sick Too small Too soon All around the world Every year In November Families Businesses Charities Come together To tell their stories Share their experiences To raise awareness For World Prematurity … Continue reading →

Not all of Halloween is dark and scary We have had lost of fun this week Making colour changing potions Complete with frothy bubbles Using washing up liquid And Halloween cups and tubs From Tesco I set up our lovely … Continue reading →

4 sleeps to go Until Halloween We love Halloween here And this year has been extra special And came extra early With our very special spooky delivery From Tesco We have been having lots of Halloween Fun That we would … Continue reading →

Last month I turned 40 40! I think I am still in denial That I can possibly be that old So far, 40 is fine I feel no different than I did at 39 I was not facing 40 with … Continue reading →

When you lose a baby The loss is enormous As time goes by You realise the enormity Of all you have lost When Baby Tilda died Our Matilda Mae I did not just lose my 9 month old baby I … Continue reading →

So today I am exhausted before the day has even begun After a restless night worrying about my telephone assessment for counselling The call was this morning at 8.45am I drove out in my car to find somewhere I could … Continue reading →

Sometimes something so magical happens That you just know that your children Are going to remember it for the rest of their lives On Tuesday night my children had the fright of their lives Some early Halloween fun With a … Continue reading →

Tomorrow my counselling begins Just a phone assessment to start But it cannot come too soon I feel like I am under a very dark cloud at the moment Engulfed in a fog I cannot see through Breathing feels hard … Continue reading →

When you fall pregnant Especially for the very first time You assume Perhaps naively That you will be pregnant for 9 months Perhaps a little less with twins What you do not expect Is to fall ill at 25 weeks … Continue reading →