Just a few weeks ago Mia Tui asked people to suggest names for a rather lovely new bag. I am a huge fan of Mia Tui owning an aubergine Amelie, and a steel blue Grace and purse. The Amelie Charlotte … Continue reading →

You cannot find peace by avoiding life This weekend I attended Brit Mums Live. I bought my ticket before Matilda died and on the day of her funeral when bloggers from all over the country came to stand by my … Continue reading →

Before Baby Tilda died David and I had already been planning her first birthday celebration. We planned to have a barn dance in our back garden for family, friends and neighbours. David and I had a barn dance for our … Continue reading →

Well I did it. I went to Brit Mums Live and faced 500 people, most of whom I had not seen since the day that Tilda died. Many of whom I had never seen before at all. A few who … Continue reading →

On my way to London. Me, my laptop and my memories of Matilda. 24 hours of time to grieve for a baby I love and miss with everything I am. I love all my children. Esther and William are a … Continue reading →

There is nothing Esther and William like more than messing about in the water. Be it bath, swimming pool, stream or sea. Esther and William seem to be incapable of going outside without getting wet. Puddle, pond, play table, tap. … Continue reading →

One day I saw a man with the friendliest eyes I had ever seen He looked older than me Smart, intelligent, funny but with a really mischievious look in his eye. He seemed to be still very much a boy … Continue reading →

Hello As Brit Mums Live comes closer and closer I am starting to get really emotional about the whole thing. People keep saying I am so brave to come. I am starting to wonder if I am doing the right … Continue reading →