I know it is going to be a bad day when I wake up and forget she is dead I am lying in the exact position I was when Matilda would have been beside me Looking up at me with … Continue reading →

A few weeks ago I reviewed some lovely boys clothes from Lilly and Sid. Today I want to tell you about the girls clothing that Esther has been wearing. They are very funky, excellent quality and perfect for us in … Continue reading →

Esther and William have some challenging behaviour at the moment. Esther is going through a phase of biting William or hitting him when she is frustrated. They spend a lot of time just winding each other up. William seems to … Continue reading →

This Sunday will be Fathers’ Day. Our first without Matilda Mae. I do not write that much about David on this blog. It is my blog and I talk about me. I do not tell the world what my husband … Continue reading →

This week we have revisited two of our old messy play scenes. The farm and our pink and purple fairy world. Esther and William had a Tuff Spot each and I created them each a separate play scene. Sometimes with … Continue reading →

No breakfast conversation you ever want or expect to have with your two year old twins involves trying to make them understand that their baby sister is dead. That her body has broken and they will never ever see her … Continue reading →

It is coming! It is nearly here! My weekend away at Brit Mums Live!! I am so excited about this perfect little window of time that is just for me. Me and my memories of Matilda Mae. I say weekend … Continue reading →

Is that your final decision? Yes, I believe it is. Thank you to everyone who took the time to leave such detailed replies to my Stressed About Schools post. I have been going round and round and up and down … Continue reading →