Perhaps it was because we flew so high That everywhere I looked today I saw Matilda Mae Every where I looked today I imagined Baby Tilda As she was then As she should be now I miss my daughter more … Continue reading
Thank you to everyone who has sent seeds and plants for Tilda’s garden.
Thank you to everyone who sent gardening tools and gifts.
Thank you to everyone who sent decorations and accessories.
This is Tilda’s Garden one month on from when we started
One month since The Beginning.
It is a work in progress but already feels so special.
David and his Dad made the fence and the gate.
This is our family garden.
Where we remember Matilda Mae.
Thank you to everyone who has helped make my dream for this garden start to come true.
Including the beautiful woodpecker who visited yesterday evening.
We love you Matilda Mae x
In four days time Tilda will have been dead for 5 months The pain is still all consuming I am sure my heart breaks a little more each day The realisation that people have no clue how you feel Just … Continue reading
One week ago I was on a train to London. Me and my memories of my magical Matilda Mae. Somedays I feel like she was never here. Most days I cannot believe she is gone. As a busy mummy of … Continue reading
The beauty of Baggers Originals Is very clear to see Lightweight waterproof Trousers and top Keeping toddlers dry and clean They can be worn to wash the car To protect good clothes from paint They protect from water, wind and … Continue reading
Just a few weeks ago Mia Tui asked people to suggest names for a rather lovely new bag. I am a huge fan of Mia Tui owning an aubergine Amelie, and a steel blue Grace and purse. The Amelie Charlotte … Continue reading
You cannot find peace by avoiding life This weekend I attended Brit Mums Live. I bought my ticket before Matilda died and on the day of her funeral when bloggers from all over the country came to stand by my … Continue reading
Before Baby Tilda died David and I had already been planning her first birthday celebration. We planned to have a barn dance in our back garden for family, friends and neighbours. David and I had a barn dance for our … Continue reading
Well I did it. I went to Brit Mums Live and faced 500 people, most of whom I had not seen since the day that Tilda died. Many of whom I had never seen before at all. A few who … Continue reading
On my way to London. Me, my laptop and my memories of Matilda. 24 hours of time to grieve for a baby I love and miss with everything I am. I love all my children. Esther and William are a … Continue reading