How do you love a person who never got to be? Or try to envision a face you never got to see? How do you mourn the death of one who never got to live? When there’s nothing to feel … Continue reading →

And so my misgivings were right And during the 7th week of this pregnancy We lost our Maybe Baby My second miscarriage within three years I wanted to share our story This week To raise awareness To break the silence … Continue reading →

Today I am 5 weeks and 1 day pregnant Into my 6th week of this pregnancy I have not tested again Nor booked any appointments or scans With my previous four babies I had had scans by now To check … Continue reading →

Dear Maybe Baby So this is our fifth week together Though really it is our third Fifth week of pregnancy Third since conception So the due date calculators say I am aching all over In particular my limbs And lower … Continue reading →

Dear Maybe Baby So it seems you might want to hang around It seems that my maternal instincts were right Day 4 with no menstruation And this happened Of course it did In my heart I knew It was why … Continue reading →

Dear Baby That Might Have Been As always I was aware of the day I should have bled Friday 24th June No blood came Cramps I think Discharge perhaps I was symptom spotting Knicker checking But why? We are not … Continue reading →

There have been Are So many negatives About the last few months It has been a crazy cloud of chaos But the end is in sight And there is one huge positive To take from our time in our temporary … Continue reading →

For the past couple of months William has played trains more than ever He is absolutely obsessed with electric engines TrackMaster trains For years now he has has been train mad Loving Brio and Big Jigs Now TrackMaster too He … Continue reading →