28 years ago I started secondary school 1987 How is that possible? 28 years! I got on my military bus For the hour long bus journey From our flat in Wulfen To my secondary school in Munster It was an … Continue reading →

I would really love a bunch of flowers With a tag saying ‘You are doing okay’ A box of chocolates To say ‘That was a tough old day’ A card with a note Saying how much I am loved A … Continue reading →

As Bea’s first birthday fast approaches And I realise that this beautiful baby is here to stay As sure as any parent can be sure I am hopeful this Rainbow Baby will soon be our Rainbow Toddler As she changes … Continue reading →

My children are incredibly lucky They have their Daddy in their life all the time He is a very clever Daddy A hands on Daddy He does more than his fair share of jobs around the house And he knows … Continue reading →

I first publicly admitted that I might have PND one year after Esther and William were born I was really struggling and found the support I needed online I continued to write on and off about PND About how it … Continue reading →

I cannot believe that Baby Bea will soon be 11 months old I have fed her on demand from the day she was born I think that soon our breastfeeding journey will come to an end Though she is showing … Continue reading →

David and I have always wanted four children We have four now But only three in our home We would very much like a fifth baby A fourth pregnancy My first pregnancy with Esther and William ended traumatically My second … Continue reading →

David only had one Fathers’ Day with Tilda She was less than two months old We miss our daughter every day But on special days Important occasions We feel her absence even more As our extended family comes together It … Continue reading →

One thing that I have never been good with is money So much so that I now have none at all I am almost 39 years old I have no savings No property No assets at all That is partly … Continue reading →