For the last few weeks we have been test driving the Step2 Deluxe Canyon Road Train & Track Table from Activity Toys Direct. When we were sent this table my plan was to have it inside for a few days … Continue reading
I did not choose this anger I did not choose this hurt I did not choose this hatred I did not choose this guilt I did not choose this fear I did not choose this terror I did not choose … Continue reading
This week we did our messy play for this post nice and early, we did it on Wednesday and I am STILL late!! My apologies I had a very busy weekend at The Baby Show. Earlier in the week things … Continue reading
Coombe Mill was the perfect place for us to say goodbye to 2013. It was another dreaded milestone and one that David and I found incredibly hard Saying goodbye to Tilda’s year The year that she had lived And died. … Continue reading
In 2011 I wrote a poem for a friend who lost two daughters. Believe. I had no idea then how it would feel if I lost a daughter of my own. Now I know only too well how it feels … Continue reading
It has been 13 months now since Matilda Mae, Baby Tilda, died. She was 9 months old and died suddenly and unexpectedly in her sleep. Next week will be one year since we held her goodbye. Here in this church. … Continue reading
One year on And the pain is still as raw As is if you died just yesterday I cannot tell your story without crying Though I proudly shout your name I cannot bear pregnancy and baby stories Even though I … Continue reading
Christmas was always going to be hard for us Our first without Tilda And I should have been 5 months pregnant Christmas was always going to be difficult It really was an incredibly tough time Physically and emotionally We kept … Continue reading
Being nominated for Best Pregnancy Blog in the MAD Blog Awards has inspired me to start sharing more of this rainbow journey, beginning with when we first knew. At the end of November you may remember that we went on … Continue reading
Today I am 16 weeks pregnant. It has been almost 4 months since I fell. 4 months since the welly walk for Matilda Mae. For 4 months I have mostly kept this pregnancy quiet. Terrified that sharing our news might … Continue reading