Tonight I start my Christmas Gift Guides With the hardest gift to buy each year A gift for our daughter Who is no longer here Here are 10 ideas 10 Gifts for a baby in the sky At Christmas time … Continue reading
This week is Safer Sleep Week An annual event run by The Lullaby Trust The aim is to raise awareness of how we can ensure That all babies are sleeping in the safest environments possible When you fall pregnant And … Continue reading
Not surprisingly Since discovering my 9 month old daughter Dead in her cot My view on life has changed somewhat It is officially diagnosed as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder With severe anxiety In reality this means I am scared of … Continue reading
I feel like I am drowning I feel like my lungs are starved of air My blood lacking the oxygen it so desperately needs to survive I can feel myself spiralling out of control Self destruction mode Full throttle I … Continue reading
We do not yet know what causes SIDS But we do know what it is not Before you choose to share your opinion on SIDS Please make sure you know the things that it is not SIDS is not when … Continue reading
I talk to Esther and William about Baby Tilda in the sky all the time. We talk about what it might be like for her up there. I do it as much if not more for me than for them … Continue reading
Last night for no known reason I felt overwhelmingly sad and anxious. I was sat alone and crying and I could not control my breathing. Grief manifests itself in many different ways. Last night mine got the better of me. … Continue reading
Esther and William are a little over two and a half. At the end of July they will be three. Born at 27 weeks. 13 weeks too soon. They spent their first 59 days in hospital. The next four months … Continue reading