Esther and William are at an age when they like monsters They like to be scared Just a little They love bears under the stairs And are always chasing imaginary creatures around the garden We have not yet watched many … Continue reading →

On the 2nd May 2015 Baby Tilda should have been three Three days later Her little sister Baby Bea Turned 9 months The exact age Matilda Mae was The day that she died I had been dreading the day And … Continue reading →

It is award season for bloggers I feel a bit behind the pack this year A little out of the loop Not in the running But I know that it will eat at me If I do not write this … Continue reading →

Today Bea is 9 months old At this time 6.30pm On the day she turned 9 months I fed Baby Tilda to sleep I cuddled her longer than I should David was working in London Due home late Esther and … Continue reading →

I am forgetting you Memories escape I look at your picture But all I see is Bea I thought I would resent her For stealing you from me But it is just the way of things She is Bea to … Continue reading →

As the evening falls And the chaos of the day fades away As the Rainbow in my arms falls heavy with slumber My cheeks are stained with tears Tomorrow is her day Our day My day The day three years … Continue reading →

Two sleeps ago we drove to Coombe Mill The day before we left David found one of the tyres on our car Flat Worried we would be unable to make our very special journey He took the twins to Qwik … Continue reading →

I did not expect to get nominated this year There are so many blogs so much better than mine So many people more inspiring than me I feel like I have faded away this year I feel like Tilda and … Continue reading →

Esther and William will start school in September We are very lucky that our local school and education authority have agreed That Esther and William Born at 27 weeks gestation in July 2010 Can start school according to their due … Continue reading →