David and I are struggling at the moment We will be alright I know that we will We love each other more than we ever say In the 8 years we have been together We have been through more than … Continue reading →

I read an advert on Facebook today It said that if physical activity was a pill doctors would be rushing to prescribe it to everyone Physical activity is good for us It gets our hearts racing and our blood pumping … Continue reading →

The festive season is now behind us for another year Last Christmas I hated Christmas This year it was rather wonderful It was slow and gentle Full of love Made of meaning And littered with memories Laced with hope The … Continue reading →

According to my Google calendar Today is the day Today is the day that Toddler Tilda would have started preschool The plan was for her to go to the same preschool that Esther and William went to And for a … Continue reading →

This year we had a wonderful Christmas Eve It is definitely my favourite day of the holidays I love the magic The building of the anticipation The excitement The preparation We had planned to spend the day with very dear … Continue reading →

At the beginning of December we started our Christmas celebrations With a long promised return to Thomas Land at Drayton Manor My sister and her family live in the Peak District So we met her there and had a wonderful … Continue reading →

I am not sleeping very well I keep having nightmares I keep dreaming that Bea has died When I wake up and look at her I panic and think her face is all distorted Puffed up and blue I know … Continue reading →

This year I am taking part in a photography project that I have started two or three times before Project 365 or Photo 365 I am trying to document our year by taking at least one photo a day One … Continue reading →

I have not been writing that much over the festive season I have not been on social media I have enjoyed it The quiet Getting engrossed in television Doodling in a notebook Talking to my husband I do not want … Continue reading →