Today I am 26 weeks pregnant with our Rainbow But it doesn’t matter Nothing matters today Apart from the fact that tomorrow is May Another May without Matilda Mae Tomorrow begins our month of Mae Tomorrow is Tilda’s birthday eve … Continue reading
Our April challenge as Asobi Ambassadors Was to put the new PL-UG Ultimate Den Building Kit Through it’s paces We have all had a go At making hidey holes With very mixed reactions Esther and William love the kit Daddy … Continue reading
Today we woke to the sun streaming through our windows Esther and William were awake early and keen to get out on the farm We did not do the feed run this morning But instead went to the play area … Continue reading
We are back
To a place that to me feels like home
Green grass
Muddy puddles
Sunshine, rain and rainbows
Matilda Mae
Lambs bleat over the rushing river
Excited children giggle and play
A peaceful sense of business
A home away from home
Getting to know again
Our special places
The pirate ship
The fastest, curliest slide
The upstairs playroom
The log burning fire
Finding new things
Tilda’s star
Here we are again
Our home from home again
Coombe Mill we have come back to you
For the birthday week that will never be
Marking the milestone of our baby in the sky
Feeling her closeness
Sensing her nearby
In the waters
Rain and river
In the land
The flowers and trees
This is her special place
This is our special place
A place to return to
A place to be
Coombe Mill we have come back to you
For the birthday week that will never be
Marking the milestone of our baby in the sky
We have come back
On Monday we went to the Rare Breeds The place where last May We walked We walked a mile A mile in memory A mile in memory of Matilda Mae On Monday we went back Back to the bluebells The … Continue reading
I look at Esther and William now Soon to be 4 And though they are tiny It is so easy to forget All they have been through In their tiny little lives Due to be born 20th October 2010 Born … Continue reading
Somehow we have got here My Rainbow Baby and I 25 weeks tomorrow We are over half way We have reached viabilty Whatever happens now They have to try to save her She is entitled to that In 15 weeks … Continue reading
I have a wonderful best friend Godmother to all our children Takes us as we are Me as I am Knows what to do What to say What we need This week she has helped me get Tilda’s garden ready … Continue reading
Inspite of the rain Despite the tears and the pain We did as we always do We got on and made it through And more than that We made it special For Esther, William Matilda Mae We celebrated Easter today … Continue reading
Here we are Easter Sunday Festivals and special days seem to come around so fast Another day when all I can see Is the gaping hole where Tilda should be Easter with all it’s family gatherings, parties with friends and … Continue reading