In May 2012 My miracle baby Matilda Mae was born She was with us for a wonderful 9 months Before she died suddenly and unexpectedly in her sleep Sudden Infant Death At 6pm you have your beautiful baby in your … Continue reading →

Although pregnancy is hard Physically and emotionally There is something beautiful about a bump There is something special about dressing a bump Dressing a baby bump I love maternity clothes I am not a great one for dressing up For … Continue reading →

One of the things I miss most about Matilda Mae Is her giggle It is the most wonderful sound Hearing your children squeal with delight It is the most wonderful sound Now I am looking forward to a new giggle … Continue reading →

One thing I know for certain I love David with all my heart And I know that he loves me We are a team We do everything together We are together most of the time We raise our children together … Continue reading →

There is nothing to be done tonight A sudden and unexpected death has happened again Ripping the heart out of a family Stealing a beautiful soul As I write this my heart is heavy For a father who has lost … Continue reading →

Today it has been 14 months 14 months since my daughter died And my life changed forever I changed My family changed Everything changed forever Baby Tilda should not be a baby anymore We should be counting down now To … Continue reading →

Pregnancy is not pretty is it? Here I am about to be 22 weeks pregnant And my least favourite pregnancy side effect has arrived Piles There is no way to put it other than plainly I have them They are … Continue reading →

Yesterday was a lovely gentle day Mostly spent in the garden which was wonderful Before that though We used the doppler to let Esther and William here Rainbow Baby’s heart They loved it and so did I Was very special … Continue reading →