The year has ended The last year that Tilda lived The year we lost her The year she died The year we knew her The year we loved her Adored her And cherished her The year her wooden boat sailed … Continue reading →

Baby Tilda died in February Sudden Infant Death Tore our family apart So many people have helped me Since Matilda died So many people have stuck by me And their being there has helped me more than they know The … Continue reading →

There are only 4 sleeps left in 2013 2013 The absolute worst year of my life Learning to live after the death of a baby Learning to live after the death of our baby My baby Our beautiful daughter Matilda … Continue reading →

On Christmas Eve we busied ourselves with building shops, train tracks and dolls houses We finished off and organised We kept busy, busy, busy Until we went to bed Well, to sleep, on our mattress on the lounge floor Our … Continue reading →

She could not be with us this Christmas She is almost 11 months dead We could not kiss her this Christmas So we blew giant bubbles instead We drove our car Right up the hill Climbed the stiles And walked … Continue reading →

This week has been a week of excited exploration for Esther and William as they were given their very first Track Master Thomas Set by Fisher Price. Esther, and William in particular, are obsessed with Thomas the Tank Engine. They … Continue reading →

Earlier this year One week before Baby Tilda died We were invited to visit and review Build A Bear We went to our local store in Maidstone And had the most magical time I have never sat down and written … Continue reading →