Tomorrow will be 7 weeks since the night we found you sleeping.
So much has happened.
So little time has passed.
I am thinking about you all the time.
Missing you in everything that I see and do.
I see you everywhere.
I hear you all the time.
I have to stop and tell myself.
There is no way it can be you.
You are not here with us any more.
I will never see you or hear you again.
That lovely little giggle.
That great big beaming smile.
That clumsy almost crawl.
Those chubby arms and chunky thighs.
Delicate fingers and ticklish toes.
I miss you so much.
I miss every bit of you so so much.
I feel empty and alone without you.
We all do.
We miss our Matilda Mae.
Our beautiful baby Matilda Mae.