We are grieving, We are not contagious, We are not sad all the time, We laugh, We smile, We cry, We weep for being happy, We live, We talk, We feel, We come from every background, We are sad, we … Continue reading
One year ago a lady messaged me through Facebook She wanted to say sorry about Matilda and for me to know that she lived close by And that she too had a baby in the sky Baby Harry I did … Continue reading
Today I bring you an emotional and important guest post about the NILMDTS written by Nicky Heppenstall. Nicky Heppenstall LNPS is a parent, a bereaved parent, and a photographer. She has been volunteering for NILMDTS since 2010 and believes the … Continue reading
By the time I met the midwife I was already 10 weeks pregnant. My midwife is new to me as we moved house not long after Tilda was born. I am so pleased to say that she is lovely and … Continue reading
For the last few weeks we have been test driving the Step2 Deluxe Canyon Road Train & Track Table from Activity Toys Direct. When we were sent this table my plan was to have it inside for a few days … Continue reading
I did not choose this anger I did not choose this hurt I did not choose this hatred I did not choose this guilt I did not choose this fear I did not choose this terror I did not choose … Continue reading
This week we did our messy play for this post nice and early, we did it on Wednesday and I am STILL late!! My apologies I had a very busy weekend at The Baby Show. Earlier in the week things … Continue reading
Coombe Mill was the perfect place for us to say goodbye to 2013. It was another dreaded milestone and one that David and I found incredibly hard Saying goodbye to Tilda’s year The year that she had lived And died. … Continue reading
In 2011 I wrote a poem for a friend who lost two daughters. Believe. I had no idea then how it would feel if I lost a daughter of my own. Now I know only too well how it feels … Continue reading
It has been 13 months now since Matilda Mae, Baby Tilda, died. She was 9 months old and died suddenly and unexpectedly in her sleep. Next week will be one year since we held her goodbye. Here in this church. … Continue reading