Today marks 10 months since Matilda Mae was ripped from our lives 10 months She did not see 10 months on Earth I find it really hard to think about that Without tears and rage At the injustice that such … Continue reading →

On Friday we travelled to Elveden Forest and arrived at a beautiful winter wonderland Created by Center Parcs Esther and William were excited from the first sight of snow I knew it was special from the first stars The pink … Continue reading →

This morning was rather magical. Esther and William each amazed me in very different ways. William has decided that he is ready to read and Esther showed me that she is ready to start talking about Matilda Mae. William’s Words … Continue reading →

Today we arrived at Center Parcs Elveden Forest We have been here before I was very very very pregnant With Matilda Mae Now we are here again Without her And yet she is here She is all around Little signs … Continue reading →

Christmas is coming. Advent about to start. Our tree will go up on the 15th December this year Until then we will slowly start to fill our house with colour and sparkle and light This year we will also be … Continue reading →

When you read this I will be at The Mother and Baby Awards Dressed in my Starlight dress For Baby Tilda Beside my husband My children in my heart I will have just accepted an award For being Britain’s Bravest … Continue reading →

I cannot believe that it is almost December This Sunday is the first of advent Advent is a bit funny for us this year as we will be away at Center Parcs for the start I am not taking all … Continue reading →

There is one type of gift that I enjoy buying more than any other and it is books. I love to buy books for family and friends, trying to match stories to the people I know and love. A few … Continue reading →

Last Monday I was asked to speak at a reception at the House of Commons. I was absolutely honoured to be asked and I loved every minute of my presentation. It has given me an idea of what I might … Continue reading →