For the last two days we have been travelling from a rainy Kent to a gloriously sunny Coombe Mill. We are staying in Willow Cottage and it is simply stunning. Esther and William have been so excited about this holiday … Continue reading →

Today should have been spent excitedly packing for a wonderful road trip as a family of five. We should be counting down the hours to leaving on a holiday planned specially to celebrate a baby’s first birthday. The boot should … Continue reading →

In less than two months I will be in London for Brit Mums Live. Last year I attended the two day conference with my 8 week old daughter Matilda Mae. This year I am attending with friends I have made … Continue reading →

We live in a big big house With a big big garden In the big big garden There is a big big tree Or at least There WAS a big big tree! Today the tree came down Now we have … Continue reading →

A cheeky request from Matilda and Me If we have inspired you in any way please can you vote for us by clicking on the picture link below. Thank you x

Being Brave is … Waking up to face yet another day without Matilda Getting up in the morning and breakfasting with two children instead of three Putting out clothes in the morning for only two of your children Only two … Continue reading →

I am sat in the sunshine Looking at our old house Where one year ago I was in the final week of my pregnancy with Tilda How I longed to meet her My beautiful Matilda Mae Named before she was … Continue reading →

Dear Matilda Mae I wanted to try and write you a letter to let you know how we are getting along without you. We all miss you very much. We talk about you every day. Every time we see anything … Continue reading →

It has really hit me today that Matilda is no longer here That everything I am doing at the moment Is because she is not here. Should I be grateful to her? For dying? Can I be happy for the … Continue reading →